My Poetry - Entry #1

Shattered

Confusion about the illusion that has been created

weighs on my mind all the time

A feeling of happiness is reeling every time we get together

and is somehow jaded by uncertainty

Bonding and sometimes fondling

is how we pass the hours when we're together

Hopefully, when you spoke to me,

what you told me was sincere

Daydreams and thoughts of moonbeams

are floating around inside my heart

So busy basking instead of asking you

of what you carry in your soul and mind

You're arousing to me,

though I believe you're carousing the town to keep yourself busy

Chances I'll take on this

for romancing me is what I want you to do

Foolish is what I feel,

while I'm wishing that we'll be an item with a future

But the feelings I've got send me reeling about,

and I get quickly lost in the shuffle

What can I do to make this come true,

for I feel like you could be the one

Time will soon tell if things will go well

If not, I'll be shattered...

Written 2/13/01 @ 9:54 p.m. - Finished 10:10 p.m.